Today is suppose to be happy. Today is suppose to be special.

But why did it turn out like this? Im really upset..


Im leaving tomorrow.
Just hoping everything will end..

Its 27. HAPPY SEVENTEENth SAYANG!

I love you so much.

Cant wait to spend a day with you. I miss you so much.

Stay with me forever.

Alicia Keys- Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
near me, touch me, feel me
And even in the bottom of the sea
I can still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were telling me lies

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You were the clown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me

Looking in the sky I can see your face
And i knew right where I’d fit in
Take me, make me
You know that I’ll always be in love with you
Right til the end

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could have told you right from the start
It’s bout fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
Or just hold onto love
And I could find a way to make it
Don’t hold on too tight
I’ll make it without you tonight

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

I ♥ 90's Boyband. Forever loved.

Why is life unfair?

It use to be happiness between us. Full of happiness.

When new things appear, it became a mess.

Why must this happen to me. Why does God make my life so hard for me..

What did i do wrong that i deserve all this? I dont want to lose that happiness. But its fading away..

Tell me what must i do. Can u please? So we can end all this and start afresh.

If you think you given up and raising your white flag.. then i will end this in my way.

Darling is 18 now. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUZAIFI(:

Today, spent great time with darling.
Though the cupcake... ... ):
I enjoyed the moments when im with you.
Thank you ok darling. (:


Just one thing left to say..
You're the Best thing that has happen in my life, huzaifi.

I love you so much. Always and forever. Only you.










PS: I want to make my own pretty cupcakes like those!

Yay you never leave. (:

I miss you so much darling..

Sorry for all my mistakes and harsh.

I love you dearly.

Im not ok. Why is this happening. I never want this. Why is things so hard for me. Is it really my fault?? I just want to be alone and cry all out.