Im down with fever,stomach ache,running nose and headache last few days.
Thanks god im feeling better today.Only slight running nose.
Will feel beetter in no time.Im preety confidence.hee.

School starting soon.I had been accept by RP taking up Biomedical.Thats not my choice.My choice was NYP but unfortunately didnt manage to get in.Tsk
But i will do my best in RP.My goal is to become a malay teacher.
So i will achieve my goal.No more turning back.hee.

I miz jenny babe so much!She"ll be back in no time.Yipee.hee
Just cant wait for her return.hee.Babe dun forget my souveniors yeah!
Ill be waiting for your return aitez.hee.

Arghh.My tummy pain.
Ill stop here today.
Take care :)

HAPPY 15TH MONTHS SAYANG! (:

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND FOREVER.

I STILL LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH NO MATTER HOW MEAN YOU WERE. YEAH.
YOU MADE ME HATE YONG TAU FU. ONE OF MY FAVOURITE FOODS. I'M NOW IN PHOBIA.
YOU MADE ME SCARED I THOUGHT I WAS TALKING TO 'GHOST' IN THE BUS.
...

I LOVE YOU.

I WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER DO.

YOU TOO OKAY?

HEEE.

I CINTA HUZAIFI. (:

All This Time- Juwita Suwito

I knew you loved me
I chose to go
Knew that you would find me
But I pretended not to know
It wasn’t cos I was unhappy
It wasn’t cos I was blind
Or could I have been when I said

I’m gonna let the wind blow
Leave the past behind
The memories will do just fine
They’ll saturate in time
I’m gonna make it on my own
Make it on my own

I took the highway
Built on sand
I knew you’d be there for me
But I refused to hold your hand
The going’s good all around me
But deep inside I can’t find a reason to live without you

Can I let the wind blow?
Leave the past behind?
The memories may cloud my mind
I know I crossed the line
Should I just journey on alone
I can’t bear to find
The pain I caused you all this time
When I look in your eyes

I’m gonna let the wind blow
Leave the past behind
The memories will do just fine
They’ll saturate in time
Don’t have to make it all alone
Cos in your eyes I find
The tears that loved me all the time

All the time

I’m gonna let the wind blow
Leave the past behind
The memories will do just fine
They’ll saturate in time
Don’t have to make it all alone
Cos in your eyes I find
The tears that loved me all the time

You loved me all this time


This song's nice. [:

I hate YONG TAU FU uh. Tsktsk. Dont want to eat it again. Full stop. Huh. :(
Dont dare ask me why.


96.99% chances im going RP. :(
I ve given much thoughts on this. Trying to be optimist enough.
I guess this is the only choice for me right... I have to learn to accept it.
Like Someone says... Not all that we want, we will get. Right? *winks!*

The reason its so hard for me to accept RP is not because of the bad reputation that everyone is saying about. Saying about the people and all.
Thats not the reason seriously.
Why is it so hard for me is because, im just worried and scared that i cant adapt to the education system there. Different from NYP and others.
Tsk.
Pray the best for me okay?


Anyway, someone's going Cambodia this monday!
That is Jenny babe.
Two weeks.
Going to miss her badly. :(
Im sending her off that morning. That ll be at 7 am? Wow. See how sweet is that babe? Haha!
Enjoy yourself there ok. like duh.. shes going to spent her days there together with hujjatul her sweety pie.
Dont get home sick.
We ll miss you...




Take care babe! (:

I remember taking that ride. Not the Merry-Go-Round. The front one.
It really looks fun right?
I don't believe that i did shed tears that whole time along the ride.
It went so fast and i felt so light up in the air. haha.


Definitely not for those who has heart problems!

I dont know why...
I suddenly just feel different in some way.
I think God is slowly opening my heart to something.. Something in His way.
I felt good. (:
But it aint strong enough to pull me..
I still need abit more time perhaps? And strength.

May God show me His way, and give me the strength and guidance. Amin.


Have a good day. (:

I REALLY LOVE YOU HUZAIFI...
My love is forever for you. No one can ever replace u okay!
I dont want to hurt you.
All i want is just to be with you all my life.
I love you so much sayang!!!
I really do.

BUT I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH.
I really do.
You think theres other guys out there better than you for me??
No. You're wrong.
You're the one made for me. Get that you silly??
Haish.

I ll stop here.

Im really getting bored at home. Like mad uh.
Annoying sey just sitting at home. Hais.

Today went library to get some books.
Then met Huzaifi. Its just a short while..
But im already happy enough to get to see him. (:


Tomorrow, going morning jog. i ll make sure i go ok. huh.
Then going job interview in the afternoon..

Thats all for the day.


Toodles.

Sunflowers = Love.

♥♥♥

Young Noah: Will you go out with me?
Young Allie: What? No.
Young Noah: No...?
Young Allie: No.
Young Noah: Why not?
Young Allie: I dunno, because I don't want to.
Young Noah: OK, then you leave me no other choice.
Young Allie: AHHHH
Young Noah: I'm gonna ask you one more time, will you or will you not go out with me? I think my hand's slipping.
Young Allie: OK, OK. Fine I'll go out with you
Young Noah: No, don't do me any favors.
Young Allie: No, no I want to.
Young Noah: Say it.
Young Allie: I wanna go out with you.
Young Noah: Say it again.
Young Allie: I WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU!
Young Noah: All right, all right we'll go out.

- The Notebook, 2004.

Im feeling bored.

When im feeling bored, i feel alone.

When i feel alone, i have no appetite to eat. No mood to do anything. And my mind just thinks of negative things.

I feel lazy and crazy. :(

Rumie Dan Julie.
Jack And Rose.
Huzaifi Dan Nadia. (:

Huhu.

I need to work. I need money. Hais2. Worrying.

Still no idea where am i going. Hais2. Worrying.

Alot to think.