Slowly, its easier for me to know. Who are my true friends... And who are not.
God is making it easier for me...

I admit this. Im the weakest in friendship. If im hurt by you, even the bittest of feeling, i will cry my heart out. I wont dare tell you that im hurt..
And i want you to spot my weakness yourself..

But only true friends can.

Happy 14TH Months Sayang..

I love you so much. Only YOU.





I want to sit by the stars with you alone. And let the stars be the witness of our love...

I will just steal a look at your face at times. And wonder...

Where is that smile? Why isnt it there..

Why do i see sadness on your eyes..

I will do what it takes to put it back on you.

Im going crazy! Haha. Yes im crazy!

My mind cant think anymore on how should i say words by words to you.
It really cant. Haha! How cool is that.

At this moment. I feel like crying. I feel like screaming. I feel like laughing! Haha! I feel like bursting out crying, laughing, screaming at the same time! Haha.
How cool is that? Huhu.

I think im going nuts. Suits my name isnt it? Nad! Haha.

Thats why im like this. I donno why i cry? I donno why i laugh?

Only one thing i know. That im going crazy. Crazy for what?

Crazy for you!

Im boreddd!

You know when im bored, i love to post random pictures of people that i keep.

hehehe.

Yeah, i really love to.

So heres one picture!

This is one of the CUTEST baby i have ever seen. Really!





Somebody familiar? hahaha.
This is the baby and his grandma.

I know this kid. And i really love him. (:

Today is Mom's birthday. (:

Happy 47Th Birthday Mom. I love you so much.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER HUZAIFI... (:

ONE thing. I dont like to be controlled. Seriously.

TWO thing. Im not laidback like others. I easily get stress. Even over tinyminy stuffs, which i dont find a need to. I dont understand why... Do you?

THREE thing. Children makes me smile and joyful. They are the BEST cure to when im feeling down. I felt this.

FOUR thing. Strangers are adding me on MSN. Yesterday, there were 2 requests. Today, 2 more. I dont see them online still. Hmmmm. Where do this people come from? Weirds.

FIVE thing. I love you people. Doesnt matter who you are.. Huzaifi Sayang, Jannah Babe, Wajihah Babe, Hafsah Babe, Fahana Babe, Kirin Babe, Friends.., I never said this. But i just want to say.. that i love you people so much. Without you, my life will never be better.. Sorry too, for i ever hurt you. You will always be in my heart...

This is Huzaifi.

Full name? Mohammad Huzaifi Bin Mohammad Abdul Mubin. (:

In case you dont know, hes the love of my life. ((:







This last one? Hes proud of his shirt. Know why. Read the words on his shirt. 'KING OF THE RING'. *roll eyes*

Hehehe. Love you, sayang. (:

Im just gonna write what im feeling now.

I dont care what others want to say or think. You can say what you want.

I really am bursting into tears right now in my heart and rolling down my cheeks.


Everytime your face plays in my mind, all im thinking was. How foolish I am to have hurt you...

This is hurting me alot too.

I dont want to lose you. You're my the other half. How can I ever live without you.

I know. In this situation, its hard for you to believe all my words. And even my love for you. I know.

I know when I see you, if you are sad or angry. Just by looking at your face..

I wont do anything that will hurt you. Even if it takes everything that I have to see you happy, I will give them all away. Just to have you as my life companion...


Everytime you said, 'if you're happy with him and you think hes the best guy for you...' .. You know how i feel? My heart feels tremendously pain. And inside i just feel like breaking down and shouting your name all aloud.
But all I can do, is just pulling back all my feelings, and dont want to spoil the rest of my time with you.


You're just different from others that I know. As i said. As time pass, I learn that I love you so much. I cannot live without you. Forever, I will love you.


My heart is cross with your name. Forever it will...


I cant force you to believe every word I say. I cant force you to believe in the love I give to you..

I just want to tell you. If my love is lesser, it does not makes yours complete. If my love is more, it does not makes mine complete too.


I told you on our 13th, my dream was for us to be the most loving lovebirds ever... And to share my life with you one day. I never want to be granted other wishes more than this...

I cant think, how my life would be without you.. I just cant.

Because I know.. You will forever live in my heart.